Inexorable

Now I can live again,
That took me out of vain,
I dont care how we met,
Im just happy we did
Even if you're so far,
You know this feeling is inexorable.
Inexorable...
It is a love.

Depression

Ciao, Bonjour.

Anyway, just wanna say that I am in stupid depression mode right now and I just need a cure like fuckingdamn serious because I know this is not the healthy way of living. I in fact had lost some weight. And I get a little bit weaker day by day. God knows how does it feels like.

Just too many stuff . I cant live like this. Shit.

- Darice Roze

Uncertain

I just hope that you will be fine despite all the uncertainty Ive felt right now. Its kinda killing me you know, but the fact that you're so special to me, is somehow hurting me more.

Because I know, losing you will make me cry.

That is the feeling Im afraid now. 

I wish I could do something to make you feel better.

I wish I was there to make everything feel good to you.

I wish I could erase all those bad feelings.

But the world isnt as easy as that, isnt it?

Anyway, hopefully you're fine. Because I cant even live properly right now.

By,

Darice Roze

Awful and Cool

Ciao, Bonjour everyone~

Just wanna talk about my friends that I like. Not really like, but yeah.


Otto-Anskar Karjalainen (Finland)

He said I can call him Otto or Alex .Idk where the hell the Alex comes from. Haha. A Finnish guy and obviously why I like him, right? Because he lives in a place where my favorite musician lives; Toumas Holopainen. But Otto, he got the mix of Russian and English too. I was like, your consanguinity is so worldwide. Hes funny xD

Dante Picasso (Italy)

He's an Italian. What I like about him is, he's a model, everyone. And I always wanted to be a model when I was 15. Yeah, 15. I like his hair. He looks cute and understanding, I think. But some of his pictures, are...little bit wayy too over. Hee.

Zacky Yomng (Morocco)

Zacky or I call him Zack, this guy is a little bit special to me, I think so. Well, I think its going to an end. Maybe. Idk. He said he'll wait for me. 

Datte Bief (Macedonia)

This guy, hes adorable. Haha. And cool. Hes a guy that can change the atmosphere easily and itsa fun to chat with him. I call him Datte.

David Parsai (France)

My first word to him is Echante, haha. Means nice to meet you. And he said back the same. Unlike others, hes not bossy or pushy. He likes Naruto too! How can I ever tolerate with that? Because I like Naruto so much xD I bet him not a player.

Said Eden (Norway)

Said, he's a nice guy. A Norway guy. Same age as me. And I know I hurt his feeling because I cant fulfill his request. Im just not ready to start something serious. He had to choose something difficult now and I hope things will go back to natural, normal as the first time we met.

These are my favorite dudes. I like one of it. Hes obvious, right? Hee ;p

Anyway, au revoir~

Darice Roze

Damn Cockroach

Ciao, Bonjour~

Okay. Today I wanna talk about myself. As you all knew, Ive joined pre med camp recently where I got wonderful friends. They are all nice and changed my first-day-perception quickly.

But thats not the case. You see, I hate cockroaches. I dont care if that thing got nicer species or what but technically and honestly I Fucking Hate that thing. Theres one moment where this thing appeared suddenly in our room. Like what da hell? =,= and later this cockroach hid beneath the food of ours. Not mine but theirs. So I ws being a nyonya there, babbling and muttering about that cockroach like this,

'Guys, seriously! Theres a cockroach okayy? Hiding behind your food. Oh my god! Please, please, kill that thing! What if that thing flies into our kain? Sleeping under our bed? Our pillow? Guys!!!'

-my-freak-out-mode-pfft!-

Like that. And they were all laughing! =3= okay, this part I hate them nicely. But then, the cockroach out again and I shouted like hell. And it crawls! Crawling, okay? Crawling. On the wall. And I ran to other bed and muttering like an idiot. I dont care being an idiot! Theres a cockroach there, guys! That is so a Big deal. 

 

Things just got scarier when there was a lizard crawling there too, seeing that cockroach and that lizard chased it. My frens were all like, 'Go, cicak! Go, cicak! Eat it, eat it!'. My frens are all very supportive. Im shaking there alone. Does anyone realize how horrible is this? They can still cheer and cheer like cheerleaders, pfft! When it got closer, that stupid cockroach flies! Thats the scariest moment of all and I shouted of course. I ran and got goosebumps.

And I just mumbling there like a mutt gal. Haha. I dont care. They got the spray and my brave friend, Murni, she spray that thing. Im not satisfied at all because I havent see the body yet. Wheres it? And all of them are like, 'Its gone, chillax, dudett.' How can I be chillax if I got no confidence that that thing is dead? 

*they can still laugh to see my idiot's manner -,- 

End up like the cockroach managed to go outside and died peacefully, I think. I never hope that cockroach can die peacefully. NEVER. Pheww. 

My friends. They all make fun at me about this. Like until now. Glad that I amuse you, guys. This will last forever because I got so freak out when I meet a cockroach. 

End, au revoir - dianne roze

Anger awhile

Im so fucking not understand kebangang-ngan orang sekarang =.=
So typical human Ive met. 
Fuck off, okay dude?

Dude, Sa oot komee~

Haha, youre adorable dude.
Btw, I cant put that tiny twin dots on 'a' in sa oot komee.
But just so you know, you're cool. Pfft xD

and handsome :)

Darice Roze