Monday, July 29, 2013
Thursday, July 25, 2013
Just wanna say...
I begin to know that, the one who's going to take care of me one day is gonna be a stranger that Ive never met in these five years ago. And I've just met these people last month. How odd is that?
The one I know for more than three years, well maybe some of it more than five years, may not stay with me anymore and Ive to accept this fact too. I realized things are just bullshit about forever. Theres no fucking things like forever if you dont know how to appreciate the value of it. Friendship.
Well I guess Im way too naive, arent I? Lets see how this thing can turn me into a totally hoity toilty gal who only cares about perfection and manners then.
Monday, July 22, 2013
Today, I wanna talk about my feelings before I go to..you guys know where it is -,-
First of all, to be honest, I dont feel anything specific for this fly thing. And people are like, you dont feel anything? Like, happy or sad or sorta? While I say, should I? Hmm. I cant even describe my own feeling. Thai-riffic !
But anyway, I check my account in Tagged social website. Doing some editting and updating everything; photos, comments, moods and stuff. Guys add me later with photos of their abs and I was like, *jawdropp! Can I touch those? Bhahaha xD they work out guys. And if you see their abs, you'll be amazed and eager to touch it. Im not bluffing. But, the truth. Should I put their photos at here? Fuck no : ) hee.
One thing that Im fucking sure right now is, I gain my weight. And it is not something that I like. Of coz I gain weight! I bake cake for three nights straight ! =3= shit my sister for all her requests. Chocolate cake, Orange cake, Red Velvet cake. Gahh ~ ! She got crazy ideas of ordering people. 'Sis, do this. Sis, do that. Sis, bake for me, I love your cake. I swear its fucking yummy.' Pfft. As always she knw how to cajole me well; bake just for her. Ass kisser -,-'
Last 2 days, I watched this stupid movie on youtube. Nocturne: A night for vampire. Even I like vampires, but that movie. It disgraces vampires' dignity and I hate it very much. Weird movie. But then, I look up for another movie which is Dark Prince, True Story of Dracula. And this I like it! Dracula's voice is hot and sexy. And at the end, I begin to wonder if this is really true, Dracula must be a really old vampire. You see, at the end of the movie, it is written that, the explorers dug out his coffin and found just animal bones in it. And that movie showed the era of 1476, if Im not mistaken. Now is 2013, everyone! How cooool is that? *sparkling eyes. I like this mystery and how I wish to study deeper about this and anything that has related to it. But I'm gonna further myself in medic, pfft. Anywy, I rejoice with my parents' decision. yeah, yeahh..
Anyway, Au revoir, Au widersehen~
- Darice Roze
Monday, July 15, 2013
There was a family, living in hardship with four kids. Make the total of six including the parents. After few years working hard and faced a lot of obstacles, they finally granted for lil richness. Lil but quite enough. But, what makes this family truly rich is, the happiness and harmony bond btween them.
Things dont get too well after that. Others envy this family. Sent a lot of 'miserable stuff' to this family. Make the father sick. The mother stood still and being loyal beside him. With four kids still in school and now the elder is about to get into university, the parents tried harder to push away all the 'miserable stuff'.
For more than four years this family faced this stuff. Make the harmony and happiness sometimes gone. Fighting, arguing, misunderstanding, brawl.
The mother then found another interest of spendin time on somethin that is not so good. Her job as a mother is put aside. Even sometimes the second kid have to go to tuition at somewhere else far without food. While the father is sick, he sometimes had to scold her for being such reckless. "I'm sick. And you do nothing! Cant you once please check on your children?," he said. But later she says, "Its bcoz of this children, I stay. No them, we're nothing. Divorce."
Poor the younger two kids who are so young and still schooling. The other two eldest share their story together and their bond; strong. Because things like this; we cant expect it.
The day finally come. The parents divorce. And both having affair with another person. Leaving four kids hanging.
And the elder say, "I dont fucking care. Whethr you both already divorce or not, you both have to wait until I got marry. And then you both can straight out the hell and let me take care of my sisters and brother. And now that you both already did, fine. Stay with your affair-partners with! With my sisters and brother. I just dnt fucking care. Im not even 18 yet and you did this to me. Not even entering the world of university yet and this you gave me?"
They were both silent. But yet. Still with divorce fact.
The elder. However. Another family with estates, moneys and rich attracted to this young lady. They adopted the elder. The new family is the elder's foster family. The new family say, they only got a son who's studying in overseas. So, they livin together. The elder requests on something. Of accepting her sisters and brother too. The new family say okay. They say, the more the better. "This gigantic mansion can even fit a fifty of people, honey."
So, the elder brings her siblings into her foster family. They move out to somewhere else far. London was always the perfect choice. And now. Even the kids already grown up and study all around the world, they still dont had enough...what is the true happiness of parents.
Sunday, July 7, 2013
Good to be back from 6weeks-camp. The camp was fun enough and I enjoyed it. Okay, let us hear first the chronology when I step on the marble floor of the Bumi Jati Camp (KBJ) hall. Oh yeah, Invictus is the our batch's name. Invictus. Cool isnt it? xD
First thing that came to my mind is, God, this camp's gonna be so damn, fucking punya boring for sure since that all studs look so noob to me (but actually, turns out that Im the silent gal one in the camp. But yet! Later I turned into a hyperactive and talkative gothic gal <-- font="">they said that) -,-' Im not a gothic. Its just that I like vampires because they're cool while the mortals are not really. What kind of gibberish is this? *slapping cheek once-->
The first and second day is the hardest day to me. Third day is not really hard as I can adapt myself to the environment. And then I move out from the third room of Amanah Dorm to the first room. That's where I met cool and selamba-rocking gals and I like them. Again, I call out all the names.
- Murni <-- font="">my lover, bhaha xD-->
- and myself~
We had our pre med, aerobics tiap2 pagi (with that Abg Amirul -..-) even sometimes, he himself yg terbgn lewat. Pfft. And then we had our Sukaneka, Explorace, Gotong-royong (I didnt join this), Awhsome LDK stands for Latihan Dalam Kumpulan (Group's Assignment), Yummy Barbeque, Choir Practices, Classy Dinner, Super boring convention I think, and the Sorrow Closing Day.
Night before the last day, my dorm's making a circle where we all gathered and talk what we wanted to. Turned out everyone's crying. Even me. What a shame. But it just mean everything. Because we never thought that the 6 weeks camp had created this friendship, special bond between unknowns. Like I never meet that gal and that lad, we're just completely a group of strangers. Yet, we're now friends. It was cool enough :) May us all stay strong and tough.
Okay, end of that part.
The next thing is...of coz my lovely old friends that I missed so much~! And everyone's busy right now. But still, I only dapat chat with this cute gal name Siya, another gal name Nad and also Sue. Mai chan is in the making of finishing her assignment and I dont want to disturb her because I know shes so stressed out and tension. To Maisarah Roslan, whatever obstacles you've faced or you're going to face, just face it calmly and be confident and strong. I know you can do it. You're the determined gal I've met.
Others like krik, krik, krik. Rasa geram juga actually. Haha xD but I cant disturb they all just like that, cant I? But I hope that we can do some gathering at least? And burst out what we want to. Anyway, Mai is going back next week and promised me to hangout. Yay~ haha. But I think she's gonna be so damn busy.
And for the last thing is, Idk lah why but I miss that person. I think Siya knw who's that. Damn this cute kid because make me teringatkan dia -..- haha...ha. Shitty diane.
Okay then. Au revoir~