* sigh -,-

Seeing my ex seniors doing a gathering is enough to make me feel jealous =3=

You guys seriously are so damn close and I hope my friends, d Hayyans Troupe too will become like all of you. And I just missed them. Gahh...cant believe I've just said that. Pfft -,-'

Anyway, back to normal topic. I just wanna say, guys. If you really loved the girl, please lah, act like you appreciate them. Bukan susah sangat pun kan? Yalah, you've told her you liked her, and end up you treated her like a rubbish. Or worst. I seriously hate that. This is not about me. But this involved my friends. And I  hate when someone hurt what are mine. Got that, I Fucking Hate When Someone Hurt What Are Mine. Family. Friends. I love them. Why cant you Guys treat us normally? Without saying those sweet words that will linger all around our head. Haa -,- (emotional sekejap)

Second, Im a spm (self-punya-masalah) candidate and now, currently waiting for result. Im freaking out and I bet my friends do freak out too. Anyway, Mummy and Daddy really wanted me to take the medic course and become a cardiologist. That is what Daddy said. Technically, they just want me to be a doctor. As long I'll be a doctor and (strictly not a doctor haiwan), they'll be cool. I'd love to further my study at UK, University of Nottingham or University of Sheffield or Cardiff University or Oxford, if possible. If I cant get those, I want Yale University or Brown University at America. These are my dreams. I've told Mummy and Daddy about this. Mummy is like, 'Umm, too far lah. Anything happen, macam mana?' and I was like, 'Tats gud, self independent. I like that. And I frankly dont want your help'. Okay, the last sentence, I didnt cakaplah. Sounds rude. Daddy is like 'Watever. As long as you perform, itsokay.' But few days ago, Mummy punya brain came with an idea of studying at Mesir. Of course I hate that idea. Its not that I despise Mesir. I love that place. But, it reminds me of someone that I hate. And I try harder to not teringatkan dia. Shit this piece. Why do he has to study at that place? Sick fuck.

Anyway, Im done.