Silly Fact

Just wanna say...

I begin to know that, the one who's going to take care of me one day is gonna be a stranger that Ive never met in these five years ago. And I've just met these people last month. How odd is that?

The one I know for more than three years, well maybe some of it more than five years, may not stay with me anymore and Ive to accept this fact too. I realized things are just bullshit about forever. Theres no fucking things like forever if you dont know how to appreciate the value of it. Friendship.

Well I guess Im way too naive, arent I? Lets see how this thing can turn me into a totally hoity toilty gal who only cares about perfection and manners then.

Auf wiedersehen~

Darice Roze

Thai-riffic ~ !

Ciao, Bonjour~

Today, I wanna talk about my feelings before I go to..you guys know where it is -,- 

First of all, to be honest, I dont feel anything specific for this fly thing. And people are like, you dont feel anything? Like, happy or sad or sorta? While I say, should I? Hmm. I cant even describe my own feeling. Thai-riffic !

But anyway, I check my account in Tagged social website. Doing some editting and updating everything; photos, comments, moods and stuff. Guys add me later with photos of their abs and I was like, *jawdropp! Can I touch those? Bhahaha xD they work out guys. And if you see their abs, you'll be amazed and eager to touch it. Im not bluffing. But, the truth. Should I put their photos at here? Fuck no : ) hee.

One thing that Im fucking sure right now is, I gain my weight. And it is not something that I like. Of coz I gain weight! I bake cake for three nights straight ! =3= shit my sister for all her requests. Chocolate cake, Orange cake, Red Velvet cake. Gahh ~ ! She got crazy ideas of ordering people. 'Sis, do this. Sis, do that. Sis, bake for me, I love your cake. I swear its fucking yummy.' Pfft. As always she knw how to cajole me well; bake just for her. Ass kisser -,-'

Last 2 days, I watched this stupid movie on youtube. Nocturne: A night for vampire. Even I like vampires, but that movie. It disgraces vampires' dignity and I hate it very much. Weird movie. But then, I look up for another movie which is Dark Prince, True Story of Dracula. And this I like it! Dracula's voice is hot and sexy. And at the end, I begin to wonder if this is really true, Dracula must be a really old vampire. You see, at the end of the movie, it is written that, the explorers dug out his coffin and found just animal bones in it. And that movie showed the era of 1476, if Im not mistaken. Now is 2013, everyone! How cooool is that? *sparkling eyes. I like this mystery and how I wish to study deeper about this and anything that has related to it. But I'm gonna further myself in medic, pfft. Anywy, I rejoice with my parents' decision. yeah, yeahh..

Anyway, Au revoir, Au widersehen~

- Darice Roze

A Family

There was a family, living in hardship with four kids. Make the total of six including the parents. After few years working hard and faced a lot of obstacles, they finally granted for lil richness. Lil but quite enough. But, what makes this family truly rich is, the happiness and harmony bond btween them.

Things dont get too well after that. Others envy this family. Sent a lot of 'miserable stuff' to this family. Make the father sick. The mother stood still and being loyal beside him. With four kids still in school and now the elder is about to get into university, the parents tried harder to push away all the 'miserable stuff'.

For more than four years this family faced this stuff. Make the harmony and happiness sometimes gone. Fighting, arguing, misunderstanding, brawl. 

The mother then found another interest of spendin time on somethin that is not so good. Her job as a mother is put aside. Even sometimes the second kid have to go to tuition at somewhere else far without food. While the father is sick, he sometimes had to scold her for being such reckless. "I'm sick. And you do nothing! Cant you once please check on your children?," he said. But later she says, "Its bcoz of this children, I stay. No them, we're nothing. Divorce."

Poor the younger two kids who are so young and still schooling. The other two eldest share their story together and their bond; strong. Because things like this; we cant expect it.

The day finally come. The parents divorce. And both having affair with another person. Leaving four kids hanging. 

And the elder say, "I dont fucking care. Whethr you both already divorce or not, you both have to wait until I got marry. And then you both can straight out the hell and let me take care of my sisters and brother. And now that you both already did, fine. Stay with your affair-partners with! With my sisters and brother. I just dnt fucking care. Im not even 18 yet and you did this to me. Not even entering the world of university yet and this you gave me?"

They were both silent. But yet. Still with divorce fact. 

The elder. However. Another family with estates, moneys and rich attracted to this young lady. They adopted the elder. The new family is the elder's foster family. The new family say, they only got a son who's studying in overseas. So, they livin together. The elder requests on something. Of accepting her sisters and brother too. The new family say okay. They say, the more the better. "This gigantic mansion can even fit a fifty of people, honey."

So, the elder brings her siblings into her foster family. They move out to somewhere else far. London was always the perfect choice. And now. Even the kids already grown up and study all around the world, they still dont had enough...what is the true happiness of parents.

Invictus

Hello people,

Good to be back from 6weeks-camp. The camp was fun enough and I enjoyed it. Okay, let us hear  first the chronology when I step on the marble floor of the Bumi Jati Camp (KBJ) hall. Oh yeah, Invictus is the our batch's name. Invictus. Cool isnt it? xD

First thing that came to my mind is, God, this camp's gonna be so damn, fucking punya boring for sure since that all studs look so noob to me (but actually, turns out that Im the silent gal one in the camp. But yet! Later I turned into a hyperactive and talkative gothic gal <-- font="">they said that) -,-' Im not a gothic. Its just that I like vampires because they're cool while the mortals are not really. What kind of gibberish is this? *slapping cheek once

The first and second day is the hardest day to me. Third day is not really hard as I can adapt myself to the environment. And then I move out from the third room of Amanah Dorm to the first room. That's where I met cool and selamba-rocking gals and I like them. Again, I call out all the names.

- Liya

- Iman

- Muna

- Anis

- Aqilla

- Amriah

- Murni <-- font="">my lover, bhaha xD

- Tieka

- Izzati

- Sufhia

- Zalikha

- Nisa

- and myself~

We had our pre med, aerobics tiap2 pagi (with that Abg Amirul -..-) even sometimes, he himself yg terbgn lewat. Pfft. And then we had our Sukaneka, Explorace, Gotong-royong (I didnt join this), Awhsome LDK stands for Latihan Dalam Kumpulan (Group's Assignment), Yummy Barbeque, Choir Practices, Classy Dinner, Super boring convention I think, and the Sorrow Closing Day. 

Night before the last day, my dorm's making a circle where we all gathered and talk what we wanted to. Turned out everyone's crying. Even me. What a shame. But it just mean everything. Because we never thought that the 6 weeks camp had created this friendship, special bond between unknowns. Like I never meet that gal and that lad, we're just completely a group of strangers. Yet, we're now friends. It was cool enough :) May us all stay strong and tough.

Okay, end of that part.

The next thing is...of coz my lovely old friends that I missed so much~! And everyone's busy right now. But still, I only dapat chat with this cute gal name Siya, another gal name Nad and also Sue. Mai chan is in the making of finishing her assignment and I dont want to disturb her because I know shes so stressed out and tension. To Maisarah Roslan, whatever obstacles you've faced or you're going to face, just face it calmly and be confident and strong. I know you can do it. You're the determined gal I've met. 

Others like krik, krik, krik. Rasa geram juga actually. Haha xD but I cant disturb they all just like that, cant I? But I hope that we can do some gathering at least? And burst out what we want to. Anyway, Mai is going back next week and promised me to hangout. Yay~ haha. But I think she's gonna be so damn busy.

And for the last thing is, Idk lah why but I miss that person. I think Siya knw who's that. Damn this cute kid because make me teringatkan dia -..- haha...ha. Shitty diane.

Okay then. Au revoir~

By dariceroze

Bumi Jati Preparation Camp

Ciao, Bonjour~

I had this preparation camp for about a month and a half. So far, it went all good. Till our handsome conductor where all gals fancy him, wanted musicians to play the Muhammad by Maher Zain -,- bloody that song is very new but Im glad my music teacher is agreed to help me. Pheww~ And I actually enjoy my day in choir part with that handsome conductor. 

*take note: He's Sir Amirul or Abg Amirul (they called him with that), 22, Alexandria stud in Egypt. Glad that Im not attracted by him..yet. Bhahaha xD seriously, he's just someone that I respect :) Sir Amirul, please kembang-proud now! crazyme -,-' ana ma'alish, ya sir!

And I got a lot of friends that are incredibly awesome and cool and will sing everytime they wanted like wow. And then catwalking in front of me xD which I was amazed. Hee. Kidding. And our penghuluwati; her voice is like one mile-no, two miles away can hear. I kinda dont really like her laughter..? because it went out so loud and--scariee -,-'

Introduce to my room mates 1 of Amanah dorm;

- Aqila the selamba queen

- Aliya the coolie

- Nisa the cute lady

- Sufhia the lawa one

- Zalikha the sweet gal

- Izzati  the fashionistar

- Tieka the nother putrajaya girl 

- Murni the laser mouth one xD 

- Am the body shakey 

- Muna the Ella 

- Hanis the one is gossiped with *canttellya* 

- Iman the manja one

So far they all lah yang close to me :)

- End by Darice Roze -

I hate packing !

Ciao ~

Okay, guys. Packing is a small stupid thing that I hate (obviously). Because, if the packed stuff that we campak in the huge bag later didnt muat, we've to re-pack again. Or, I just simply zip the bag. Make sense why Mummy Daddy have to buy new bag every year. Pfft -,-' hee.

Next, when we've finished packing and zipping the bag, later we found our tiny toothbrush left outside. And then, we've to open up again our bag. Isn't that quite troublesome? *a wajib answer of my sister if I say this to her, 'Do I look like fucking giving a shit?' All thing I've to do is frowning and say, 'You crack bitch.'

p/s : 18sx dont follow this ill manners of ours! * u can just follow lah. No big deal.

More packing stuff that I hate is, I hate it when thing that I want to put in isn't staying beside me. Some might stay in Mummy's room, Fynn's room, toilet, roof, under the bed of downstairs' room, where elsee? =.= Massive to explode problemo ! Oh yeah, Fynn is my a-year-younger-sister.

Packing-shitty-thing is done here. Im exhausted.

And I really hope lah, I get nice friends like what I've now. Not some kind of weirdo. Not the damn nerds too. And not the...too alim one. Gahh. Im a brutal lady. I cant stay with that one. Not all. Like, Ive a few of my friends which are religious that I like and Im okay with these kinds. Not some kind yang * I shud stop -,-

End by debonair diyana which is now nervous, overwhelming and exhausted. I need chocolate~! 

Dedicated khas'ly' to Nur Maisarah Roslan after that 'Ain Sajda Mohd Alayudin -.-

Ciao, Bonjour everyone.

Very long right this time's title? Forget about it.

I just wanna say, thank you so much lah my kawansamakepalawithme name Nur Maisarah Roslan because she made me cry when I read her entry T^T ..again~!.. dudee, if I know I'll make you cry by telling you the egypt thing, I dont wanna tell you lahh TT__TT  *sob sob. She's my lovely buddie, people. Of coz , sama tanduk okayy? Satan tanduk 10. Even the real satan doesnt have 10 tanduks -,- 

                         * pretty, isnt it? You're sparkling~

Okay, the second gal which is 'Ain Sajda Mohd Alayudin. Maybe some of you already read my previous entry about her, that I cried too when I read her entry. But yeah, she's sweet, brilliant, lovely and beautiful. I guess I'll miss to have a friend like her to sit beside me then T^T

         *guys, i cut this picture and that explains why she got three hands -.-

                                         

May Allah bless all of us. And I hope I can get friends that are same kepala like all of you too, which is if I do get one, it doesnt make them YOU enough to me .

p/s : lets raya together guys !

End - diane